i was browsing and reading all the posts i have written.
i just realized that i wrote a lot about him
mainly him
is all him
and all about him
this blog or the previous blog.
is all about him. not about me.
is it love?
and i also highlighted some posts
i actually write the same thing.
kinda deja vu
like exact same thing.

look for this word : attention

i m sure like 8 out of 10 posts consist the word attention or a sentence " i want attention"

nvm
i sounded like as if im fine go back to normal kinda thing
but no
im still weeping and still not over him
i spent my whole day crying basically
i have changed my trash bag twce today
ya all filled wit tissue and mucus.

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