2009

in the year 2009
what a morning
i got shit fucks on my face when i got up
who would want to stay at home
the very first day of new year
family reunion bla bla
u feel warmth at home
i got shit
i want to move out like immediately
it is going to be hard
i dont care
i hate being at home
the tension
and everything
that is not even a house
not even a hotel
it is like a workplace
you do housework punch in and out
got your monthly pay
that's it
i hate to say this
stop nagging it is annoying
i could not stand why
i deserve it
how long more do you have to do this? until the day i repent
i changed to the better? that is not gonna happen
that is why im moving out
even if i have changed
i do not see the need to show to u people
we are family so what
it has been so long since i ever felt family
it doesn't bother me anymore
i just could not fit in to this
and i don't want
whatever you want to say
i don't give a f*** anymore
enough of lies
it is hard to believe someone who lied before
i know
and even when i tel the truth
no one believe me
i know
its too late
i hate this
good bye