nightlife

ruining yourself with ultimate blow
yes
it is easy
i found myself drawn into nightlife so easily
at least now once a week
i am not talking about money spending here
it is about night life
i am 18 no more
i am bloody double 2
i hate to say this but
2 more years 3 more years i will be an old hag trying to be 18
who knows i might not even get free entrace on ladies night
where do i belong then?
lunar?
st james?
or those chi chi atas place supperclub, or chill out bar lounge and stuff
omg im getting old
this year is like beckham real madrid jersey number
and worse thing is
i am still a fcking degree student and only graduate like next summer which is like year 2010
omg
and not married and still loafing at home not looking for my future
not earning money
i wish bedtime story does happen so things would be easier for me
love
nicole
xoxo