mundane

The sky is so dark. Darker than usual.
Making my day even worse than yesterday.
I always thought monday is always mundane. my tuesday, wednesday, till the rest of the week is going to be the same.

tonight is the night
mega club - eeww opened.
ZIRCA MEGA CLUB
OMG, DJ Tank is back!!!
omg im so thrilled and excited.
its like high school crush.
he's so hot.
thank you fifi for helping me out.hehehe.. i got to HUG DJ Tank.. yes yes.. scream n curse me girls... i know.. i was so LUCKY.
im gg to see him again tonight. yay.

death

Nirmala Nicole died today.
time: 4pm
I did not see it coming.
I was the one who hold the responsibility.
I have ruined my entire future.
I'm confused, at loss

My whole entire life is a mess.
A mess that i created myself.
Amendments that i never want to make up for and rectify.
Too many mistakes and trouble i have caused.
I can never forgive myself.
Till now.
It is too late now, isnt it?
In any circumstances i have never want to change.
Too mulish?
I was given countless of chances
Never have i once take it seriously.

Now that i regret. Its too late.

A life just ended.
I'm starting a new one.

nicole

fake

oh ya peeps.
my display profile pic is fake
no photoshop-ing or editing
but it was taken like on febuary this year. hmm sometime ago.
i was skinnier meatless back then. now IM FAT as fat as pig.
will post new pics soon...