death

Nirmala Nicole died today.
time: 4pm
I did not see it coming.
I was the one who hold the responsibility.
I have ruined my entire future.
I'm confused, at loss

My whole entire life is a mess.
A mess that i created myself.
Amendments that i never want to make up for and rectify.
Too many mistakes and trouble i have caused.
I can never forgive myself.
Till now.
It is too late now, isnt it?
In any circumstances i have never want to change.
Too mulish?
I was given countless of chances
Never have i once take it seriously.

Now that i regret. Its too late.

A life just ended.
I'm starting a new one.

nicole