न्यू बेगिन्निंग

its a new beginning
noticed some posts are missing?
i deleted them
it was too personal i feel.
people might get hurt. i didn't care at first
now come to a term that i have to CHANGE
ya a big change for me-not spiderman change
a real BIG change. for my own benefit.
i got to stop my vulgarities, inhaling that $11.20, being rough, violent whatsoever.
i will do it. for the best. for my future.
and i want to be good at one thing.
my work.
i've never been superb, good in A particular thing. be it sports, hobby, etc. i wanna b good at something. so when others ask, "so what you're good at?" i could answer them proudly.
sigh
i really hope i could do something GOOD within 6 months in 2009.
wish me luck.
love
xoxo
nicole