commitments

why isit so god damn hard to make commitments
a ring a promise
it never happened.
he promise to chase after me when i walked away
he didnt
all he cared about was the sister
i can never be priorities
i can never be his number one
he asked his friends to look after me then he looked after N himself
y cant he swap?
ask his friends to look after N instead?
D, u know wad?
i have never been foolish enough
to make a 2 mrt RED line on my wrist
it was the pain
can never take away the pain
u choose your sis over me
fine
i love her
but her brother love
annoys me
Why didn't D just lecture N instead of me
its not my fault if guys came near
I m done here
totally done here

im tired
done with all the empty promises
done
hope u get a better girl
let me know if u found that special someone
i will b happy for u
i still love u
no one can ever take over the special place in my heart
im letting you go
that would b for best.
for both of us
im trying to move on
pls just let me
i dont want to kept thinking its always my fault
end all sufferings