sunday
rain is still pouring
my heart is pounding
so fast
i was in a race
he blew me off
he blew my mind away
i wasnt thinking
i was searching
for something new
a new born
a new life
a life with no other civilisation
enough alienating self from the world
from the rest of the people
from family
from friends
from him
making this decision was easy
not so easy
i kept hiding myself
my true self
in a box
i m opening up
i have to
to change
i have to open myself
to other people
help me
because im trying to forget
my past
my terrible past