911

its over man seriously...
i was so dumb to have acted this way... i cant rem much... but i was subconscious at tt poitn f time... i didt gulp down alot of alcohol... just 2 shots n 3 glses f beer... oh my n tts enuf to make mi wonder like a hungry ghost. i was tearing n talking on fone wit random ple... an ang moh lady aproach mi in the toilet... cant rem much wad she told mi... oh i wish i didnt drink so fast....
the guys-suppose to b my cmpanion..hapily watching soccer match... england versus watever.. is kinda weird... i rem hearing them talking abt the bet this n tt... the score i tink is 3-0 if im nt wrong...he called... wad am i suppose to do? the previous msg.. he already scolded mi f**King S***T... wad more to ask? he got his friends to tell mi he's drunk so tt i would come over... ass.. its over already... i went over just to c him... i dun gv a shit... i dun wan animore nonsense... i just wan a clean break... a realy clean break... i had enuf... i knw wad i did. u already knw u found out from him.... i dun have to sae aniting.. if u goin to believe watever the person sae... its up to u really... guys are jerks... n so tt loser n asshole... i wish i could turn back time
i wish i would have been more careful... i couldnt be running frm misery... i made a promise last nite.. tt i wouldnt ***s other ple already.... i could not understand y isit hapening... AGAIN.... dear readers.. the story seem to be complicated n messy i knw.. i just dun wan to type out everytin in detail... i wish i could... im pouring out half glasses of my sorrow into this.
i wanted to tell the whle world tt im a slutty slutty whore... a cheap used piece f shit... i regretted doing all these, i probably wun met fir at the 7th floor... i would b in the 18th flor f the hottest n scariest hell...
i nid to change... help mi... im hungry now... hungry for love... i wish huever can treat mi nicer... nt beating mi up or shouts at me... i wan all promises to be made, to b fulfilled... more communication. at least do mi a favor... pls work tis ting together.