टाइम तो चंगे

time to change my life.
my first post in 2009
hopefully this year is going to be a better year.
many things and obstacles i have gone through last year.
i hope to make it right this year
im going to be a better person
and mayb start acting my age
im fucking 23 and not doing anything
that is a shame
yeah i know
i read the forecast this year (im born in tiger year)
hmm not so bad.
i hope everything will go smoothly despite all the problems
especially family disputes, economy crisis the stupid recession

maybe i should join the army
since it really change a boy to a REAL man
i have to be independent
im moving out
whatever the cause is
i hope to contribute something to the people in needs and amends all my mistakes
23 years of suffering and choking myself with all the lies
will be all gone
real gone
i am going to step into working life soon
pretty much soon(may god bless me)
and it is the time to REPENT and start changing
hmmm
i enjoy working---part time
its going to be exciting to start in a new environment
i hope it dosnt bore me so much.
i love making myself busy
new life HERE I COME